Holiday update

Holidays are stressful and this is my first holiday season since being diagnosed. Plus I’m not maintaining weight even by going off my diet and eating like shit for weeks and feeling terrible or staying on my diet still feeling terrible just slightly less terrible and way more exhausted (Less calories equals no energy) I’m […]

Read More Holiday update

Hope

I just have to say I am so grateful my primary doctor sent me to the Mayo Clinic I finally have a dr who cares and who is optimistic and hopeful and going to do whatever it takes to ensure I have the best quality of life possible. Also it’s possible my body will repair […]

Read More Hope

Good vibes

It’s @mayoclinic official I have gastroparesis. We have known since the end of January but I had a crappy GI here in Savannah who even with my testing showing gastroparesis just kept insisting I needed my gallbladder out. While I may not be able to take the only medication for gastroparesis I have hope again […]

Read More Good vibes

It been awhile

So after an encouraging appt with my endocrinologist I now can go to my gi and demand better treatment options. Today I’m having a rough day but I’m trying a tenz unit on my stomach to see if it helps

Read More It been awhile

This is OUR fight song

My stomach hates me so I’m watching 13 reason why season 2. Gastroparesis sucks. I haven’t even eaten anything to make me sick I’m just sick. It’s exhausting. I understand why chronic illness tears apart families, if it’s this draining and frustrating for me I’m sure it’s just as hard on my husband and friends […]

Read More This is OUR fight song

Growth

The second pic is a very vulnerable pic of me in a bathing suit. Yes I’m still overweight but when I see this pic I can see the 22lbs I’ve lost in the past few months. Less fat rolls even my mommy apron from two c sections and hysterectomy is slightly less noticeable. My weight […]

Read More Growth

How can I help

Okay so I want to be able to help others. When I was first diagnosed someone suggested that I write down a list of what goals or prayers i wanted God or whatever higher power I believe in that I wanted to accomplish and have him help me with. I just started writing without thinking […]

Read More How can I help

Hot mess express

My life is a flipping hot mess, but I’m embracing the hot mess. I’m struggling more than I ever have in my life, but I’m also the happiest I have ever been. I’m embracing the struggle and the crying, the joy, the good, the bad, and the ugly. I’m enjoying the little things and allowing […]

Read More Hot mess express